The Missing Chapter of My Life
Published on HivePostify by @rayhanhiveman · Mon Sep 07 2026
If I had a chance to bring an imaginary person to life then I know exactly who I would choose. In fact I would not have to strain my head over it thinking about who to choose. I would bring my father to life. I am sharing my personal story, my father passed away when I a kid and I did not understand what it meant to have a father. What I thought that he is gone on a journey. I could not understand why he left without saying goodbye. Now I am than 50 years old and I think about him even more than I used to before.
Maybe it is the condition of growing up and becoming old that make us remember the people we have lost. We do not understand how precious the people we loved were at an age. When we grow up we. The regrets of not having appreciated them start filling our mind. One of the regrets of my life is that I did not have a chance to know my father as an adult. All I knew about him was the version of a child about his father. I do not even remember how his personality was also, I feel regrets about it because it's a great loss for me.
There are also questions that I would ask him if I had a chance to do so. I would have the desires to know about his childhood or the things he liked or the dreams which remained incomplete or worries he kept as a secret. I would also tell him about my life tell him that he raised a child and that I am a happy man with a family of his own. I wonder if he was alive would we have conflicts on different perspectives, or if he was in trouble then would he have asked for my help? and what if it's the opposite? I don't know but maybe we would have same interests. It is also unclear to me how our relationship would look like in general. For now I only feel that the lack of an opportunity to see him again is one of the occasions of my life.
If I had a chance to bring him to life again I would not ask for any favors. I would not want to be a child although it might have been an excellent opportunity to do so. I just wanted to share some minutes with him even if it's 5 minutes and I would want to feel that I still have him with me. If I had a chance to fulfill my desires and dreams I would bring my father to life. The reasons I have mentioned above are the motivations for my decision. I do not see any need for bringing an imaginary person to life than my father. I think I would be satisfied by being, with him and showing him that I still love him.
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